you can

nobody knows what you can do


until you show them..

Past love

"The best of ones' journey is not where he's final destination may be but what are experienced along the way..."

I could not begin to tell you how I feel today. For several times i'd endured the thought of not minding where we'd headed. But this time I want to be at peace with myself. I think every story has to have its final page. And this is it. This doesn't mean that i've stopped loving and caring for you..just that i have to so i can pave way for the best to come. Might be sad to realize that I could not consider ours as one but you definitely made still a wonderful difference. I will always cherish the times when i shared memories with you, especially the happy ones. Up to this moment, I could not clearly define what kind of relationship was it we were building...all i know is that we were able to create a special kind of friendship that only our hearts knew its real meaning. And I know its still something tangible and genuine. Though we went thru misunderstandings that add up spice in this journey we're making, I never despise the first time you said "hi!" to start a wonderful and rewarding friendship.

Thanks for the happy times...for every heartbeat when life's just seemed so easy to bear because of the smiles that you effortlessly painted on my face. I could never be bitter when I see couples holding hands to express their love...when i hear musics that speak of what entails loving...and when i go watch love stories that might have depicted ours somehow. Our distance before made you near me still,by just making me a part of your daily struggle. But that was over. We'd made already history. So that when we're older, we'll have beautiful stories to narrate to our grandchildren.

My gratitude for having a timely intervention in my life. I know by now you're happy. I wouldn't care to ask at all what came to you after the promises (if i may call it as one)...and i wouldn't care to find the answer out of it either. We just couldn't go on hurting each other 'coz in this world we all deserve to be happy. And if that happiness is not for what we'd started, that could be for what we are about to start with somebody else. Goodbye is the hardest word that anybody could utter, but it's the sweetest for more wonderful people waiting to be making memories with us. I wish you happiness in for whatever decision you'll be making.

You have remained mysterious to me but I wouldn't care to find out what's behind this mystery at all. All i know is that "I've finlly moved on."

Till then...

step yes, step no..

'Been thinking about the RH Bill, now being the talk in my country of whether it should be passed or not. I wish to be direct with my views on it. While most of my friends are pro to this idea, I ,on the other way around, have been giving a second thought just how this bill might bring effect to a Christian country. Well, this is not mainly about religion, but i guess this is about really trying to figure what ill-effect this idea might give to our growing up teens. The misconceptions about thinking of contraceptives as an easier access to get into sex even more.

I don't know. It's hard to talk about morality in a sense. But really, the more we have become practical about our views in this present time, the more our values drifted into oblivion. It seems to me then that the passing of RH Bill might only make us a sorry Christian country. Well, in fact, we're almost there. It's just that we're good at hiding in a Christianity's cloak and think the other way.

Some might have already practiced the use of contraceptives, long before it knocks the mind of Mr. President,but this bill seems like it is as literally and as easy as telling your people,young and old, "It's ok to have sex..there's contraceptive, anyway." The sad thing is that they're not hundred percent guaranteed to be safe. I am handling 6th graders, sometimes finding them so intimate to their crushes and young sweethearts on social networking site, if they are misguided and not educated well about this idea, I swear, they'll have their lives miserable as early.

Go figure..I must say. But really, there's but only one reason why the bill comes out into the open, POVERTY.

However, the real issue depicting poverty is not really the growing number of population in one's country. BUT I guess poverty resulted because people haven't resolved irresponsible parenthood nor the powerful's relentless and greedy response to every individual's economic status.

May God bless us all.

we pray..

Lord, we pray for the world today. The recent tragic incident in Japan does not only affect the people living in their country but also that of the whole world. We can do nothing without YOU. You are the only source of our strength and the only hope when our trust in our self is almost fading. Be with us Lord when we feel like there's nowhere to run..when we worry too much of this world than think of how to save the world that you have entrusted us. We are so sorry when we have become too selfish and think only of the world. Guide us Lord as we are sometimes weak in our faith. Remind us of the things that are temporal so that we'll know which are more essential. Lead us to a way that only You can fathom. Heal our wounded pride to think that we can do more of this earth and forget that we are actually limited.Thank you for being so forgiving of our shortcomings. May we be united in this time of crisis especially in prayer. Amen.

everybody hurts..

i dedicate this to a good friend...sometimes in our life, we have to go through things beyond our very own control and so just hold on.



When your day is long
And the night
The night is yours alone
When you're sure you've had enough of this life
Well hang on

Don't let yourself go
Cause everybody cries
And everybody hurts
Sometimes

Sometimes everything is wrong
Now it's time to sing along
(When your day is night alone)
Hold on, hold on
(If you feel like letting go)
Hold on
If you think you've had too much of this life
Well hang on

Cause everybody hurts
Take comfort in your friends
Everybody hurts

Don't throw your hand
Oh, no
Don't throw your hand
When you feel like you're alone
No, no, no, you're not alone

If you're on your own
In this life
The days and nights are long
When you think you've had too much
Of this life
To hang on

Well, everybody hurts
Sometimes, everybody cries
And everybody hurts
Sometimes

And everybody hurts
Sometimes

So, hold on, hold on
Hold on, hold on
Hold on, hold on
Hold on, hold on
(Everybody hurts
You are not alone)