on leave..

today is the start of of my leave from work.
now i am thinking of something productive that i could possibly do while on leave.
maybe blogging or blog hopping will do.
but i mean something really productive.
OK, the reason why i am on leave is for my health.
now, why am i starting to stress out myself with what to do?
i need to take a rest sometimes,
a break from work...ok self, "take it easy :)".

may God bless us all..

refuge

At times when I no longer know where to run to..He is my refuge.



Wag ka nang umiyak, sa mundong pabago-bago
pag-ibig ko ay totoo
ako ang iyong bangka, kung magalit man
ang alon, ng panahon, sabay tayong aahon

[chorus]
Kung wala ka nang maintindihan
Kung wala ka nang makapitan
Kapit ka sa akin, kapit ka sa akin
Di kita bibitawan

Wag kang umiyak, mahaba man ang araw
uuwi ka sa yakap ko
wag mo nang damdamin kung wala ako sayong tabi
iiwan kong puso ko sa yo
at kung pakiramdam mo’y wala ka nang kakampi
isipin mo ako dahil puso’t isip ko’y
nasa yong tabi

[repeat chorus]

…di kita pababayaan

Kapit ka, kumapit ka
(para sa buhay ng buhay ko)

constant

"If only I were a poet at one point in my life, I could have written the most heartwarming poem for you; or a writer by chance, I could have written the most beautiful story inspired by you. But you know what? No words suffice the feeling you're giving me each time, that even as a poet or a writer might hardly define. We're almost a year but you still get me teary-eye with thoughts of you. I just thank God everyday because all this time, you're ever constant."

hang on

I'm back! I don't know how long was I out of this contemplation. I have been too busy in my career that I already neglect to notice that old use-to-be-me whom I so missed. There were a lot of things that kept me busy lately. I am happy with how my life goes. It would a big shame to complain for the gift of life. There are a lot of reasons to be thankful for everyday ,just that sometimes, we are too overwhelmed with the trials that come along the way and forget that these trials are too little for a God who is too Big to extend His hand all throughout. I hope a lot of us would come to realize this before it's too late.

Now that I'm back on my feet, I wish I can go back to this site from time to time to share my little thoughts, at least. May God continue to bless us all. Hang on!

A blessed weekend.:)

faith

I'm here again.
If things seem vague and oblivious,
there is just one thing
I wouldn't want to give up- FAITH.


A blessed Sunday to all!



Ciao..

Make term papers writing easy

For the first time, after having used to working  and enjoy the fruits of my labor, I woke up one morning still missing my student life. Back when I get to giggle with classmates and friends in school each time our secret crushes would pass by, that's one joy of being a student. I remember well the funny moments we had with our college professors, both the serious-looking and the funny ones. The exchange of ideas during class discussion and sharing of our significant human experience. Even the fights we have had with classmates but still end friends at the end of the day. The malling when classes are suspended that my classmates so love. Those are just few memories I continue to cherish, although , until now, I still get to see and bond with a few of them.

However, life as a student is not just fun and cool as it is, the most tedious and even crucial stage is the making of term papers. I personally can attest to this back when I was still in high school and in college. The feeling that even if your professor or teacher for a certain subject already explain to you the idea of  term papers writing , still, you come to a point where you need a rescue from another else's. This is just one of the things that being a student will have to deal and surpass with, or else, expect for failing grade if unable to submit. The good thing of today is that with just one click from your computer keyboard, there are lots of good tips at hand. Today's generation just seems lucky. Wow! Those crazy times when you have to bargain with your sleeping time at night is now over. Will I wish to go back schooling and time for me now to finish my masters degree?I think, I'll think it over.

you can

nobody knows what you can do


until you show them..

Past love

"The best of ones' journey is not where he's final destination may be but what are experienced along the way..."

I could not begin to tell you how I feel today. For several times i'd endured the thought of not minding where we'd headed. But this time I want to be at peace with myself. I think every story has to have its final page. And this is it. This doesn't mean that i've stopped loving and caring for you..just that i have to so i can pave way for the best to come. Might be sad to realize that I could not consider ours as one but you definitely made still a wonderful difference. I will always cherish the times when i shared memories with you, especially the happy ones. Up to this moment, I could not clearly define what kind of relationship was it we were building...all i know is that we were able to create a special kind of friendship that only our hearts knew its real meaning. And I know its still something tangible and genuine. Though we went thru misunderstandings that add up spice in this journey we're making, I never despise the first time you said "hi!" to start a wonderful and rewarding friendship.

Thanks for the happy times...for every heartbeat when life's just seemed so easy to bear because of the smiles that you effortlessly painted on my face. I could never be bitter when I see couples holding hands to express their love...when i hear musics that speak of what entails loving...and when i go watch love stories that might have depicted ours somehow. Our distance before made you near me still,by just making me a part of your daily struggle. But that was over. We'd made already history. So that when we're older, we'll have beautiful stories to narrate to our grandchildren.

My gratitude for having a timely intervention in my life. I know by now you're happy. I wouldn't care to ask at all what came to you after the promises (if i may call it as one)...and i wouldn't care to find the answer out of it either. We just couldn't go on hurting each other 'coz in this world we all deserve to be happy. And if that happiness is not for what we'd started, that could be for what we are about to start with somebody else. Goodbye is the hardest word that anybody could utter, but it's the sweetest for more wonderful people waiting to be making memories with us. I wish you happiness in for whatever decision you'll be making.

You have remained mysterious to me but I wouldn't care to find out what's behind this mystery at all. All i know is that "I've finlly moved on."

Till then...

step yes, step no..

'Been thinking about the RH Bill, now being the talk in my country of whether it should be passed or not. I wish to be direct with my views on it. While most of my friends are pro to this idea, I ,on the other way around, have been giving a second thought just how this bill might bring effect to a Christian country. Well, this is not mainly about religion, but i guess this is about really trying to figure what ill-effect this idea might give to our growing up teens. The misconceptions about thinking of contraceptives as an easier access to get into sex even more.

I don't know. It's hard to talk about morality in a sense. But really, the more we have become practical about our views in this present time, the more our values drifted into oblivion. It seems to me then that the passing of RH Bill might only make us a sorry Christian country. Well, in fact, we're almost there. It's just that we're good at hiding in a Christianity's cloak and think the other way.

Some might have already practiced the use of contraceptives, long before it knocks the mind of Mr. President,but this bill seems like it is as literally and as easy as telling your people,young and old, "It's ok to have sex..there's contraceptive, anyway." The sad thing is that they're not hundred percent guaranteed to be safe. I am handling 6th graders, sometimes finding them so intimate to their crushes and young sweethearts on social networking site, if they are misguided and not educated well about this idea, I swear, they'll have their lives miserable as early.

Go figure..I must say. But really, there's but only one reason why the bill comes out into the open, POVERTY.

However, the real issue depicting poverty is not really the growing number of population in one's country. BUT I guess poverty resulted because people haven't resolved irresponsible parenthood nor the powerful's relentless and greedy response to every individual's economic status.

May God bless us all.